I WAS TAUGHT WITCHCRAFT AT INITIATION SCHOOL
Please keep me anonymous, i need help. I have been into witchcraft since the age of 14 and now i am 35 with no future because of what i was taught at initiation school.
My mom got married to a man who said any son of his has to go to initiation school to become a man and learn some manners. This made me his son because he was married to my mother. He was a rich man and any young boy would be lucky to have him as a father. He drove nice fast cars and lived in a mansion. He owned successful businesses so i wanted to please him too so i went to the initiation school even though i never wanted to go.
What breaks my heart now as an adult is the fact that he and my mom had sons just younger than me. Our age differences aren't that bad and he refused for them to go to initiation school saying that it is old fashion. The son comes after me, i am just 3 years older than him.
So how it became old fashioned so fast still hurts me. I feel like he sacrificed my life probably for his wealth. I went to initiation school because i wanted him to be proud of me but since i came back it's like i don't even exist.
He avoids me at all costs. I don't know how other initiation schools work but the one that i went to had secret people. People that no one else can see except us. Those people have been a part of my life ever since i went to initiation school.
I feel like i was initiated into becoming a witch instead. But they say that what happens in the mountains stays there so maybe it is what everyone went through. Our initiation school was next to a big river. A river that we only bathed in at night.
Surprisingly the water was never cold even when the night was freezing. We were told to never drink the water because it was poisonous. We drank black water only, the water given to us was black in colour but it tasted like normal water no funny taste.
The day for our skins to be removed came and they were removed and some black muti was added there. But before they added the muti, we stood in line and there was a dog that walked past us licking us down there. Then those people that no one can see smeared muti on us after.
The dog licked the bl00d from our parts making way for those people to smear the black muti. Later that night we were made to eat the cut off pieces with nothing but salt. We did a whole lot of weird activities which now makes me wonder why i agreed to any of those.
When everyone was sleeping we would walk down to the village and straight to the graveyard. We were taught so many things in the graveyard including how not to be scared of ghosts. Other nights we were taught how to make people fall into deep sleep so that we can enter their houses. We use animal tails to do that.
I could spend the whole day telling you about all the tricks we learned there but manners and becoming a man was never a part of it. We even learned how to read people's thoughts just by looking at them. Even today i am able to read people's plans and block them. This is the only thing that my step dad talks to me about.
He makes me read his competitors plans and then implements them before they do. Then the next day he continues ignoring me like i didn't just help me. This made me lose confidence and focus. What hurts me the most is before going to initiation school i could read and write very well. I was doing great at school.
Since i came back when i look at the board or my school books the letters and numbers dances and i hear this sounds as if they are laughing at me. But when i look at my books at home everything is normal and i can read and write.
But sadly i had to quit school because i was honestly suffering plus i would have a huge headache then faint. I am a nobody now, i live at my parent's back room. I watched my younger siblings graduate and get jobs. The one after me is even a father now.
I have no intetest in woman but i however feel like i live with a woman in my backroom. I sleep throughout the day because at night most days i am always fetched by the invisible people to do evil things in the village. I suspect that my stepdad is responsible because he has separated me from everyone. He wants me isolated.
He doesn't want me getting a job and he does not even mind that other days i get hungry enough that i eat raw meat. He buys me the raw meat without me even asking. He doesn't talk to me much and on the day that i crave raw meat he always brings me some without me even asking for it. How convenient.
I would like to go back to school and finish my studies and lead a normal life. Is there someone who can maybe help me in here please. I've tried going to church and i burned so much that i ran away and at night i got tortured by the invisible people. I will check comments for help thanks.
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