I got married to a very sweet and gentle man. He has been my perfect husband for the first five years of our marriage until i started noticing his weird behaviour. He is a very wealthy man so most times he was away on work and i was fine with it because he was providing well for me.
I have a very fat monthly allowance and i also drive a very beautiful car. My problem began when i would always suggest we try for a baby. He would also change the topic, brush it off gently or joke about how babies will ruin my goddess figure.
I noticed that he was h€ll bent on me not having children when he would always encourage me to get contraceptive injections and everytime i come back from getting the injection he always wants proof that i went and got it done. He would even romantically want to see where i was injected then kiss the spot saying he is kissing it better.
His determination not to want to have kids with me has really sent me under the bus, i lost my confidence as a woman and i am even insecure now. Anyway every year my husband always sends me away alone on vacation saying i needed to enjoy a me time alone so that i can never lose myself as an individual.
At first i used to love how considerate he was towards me and my well being as an individual. But everytime I'd come back home after the vacation he would be acting weird and always on the edge like someone who had just done a horrible thing and was now scared.
He would book me away for three months and in most times i would come back before the 3 months finishes because i would be home sick or just generally sick and I'd want to be home whenever i felt that way. But whenever i would come back in those three months he wouldn't want to sl€€p in the same room as me.
He would be acting all kinds of dodgy and only become normal when the three months completed. One day a very close friend of mine invited me for lunch, not knowing that she wanted me to meet my husband's ex side chick. I didn't even know who she was until she started speaking. According to her my husband told her that i am barren and asked her to give him a heir.
She says she's not the only one and if i wanted she could introduce me to all the others that came before and after her. She says she only realised after losing her baby that my husband uses the babies to enhance his wealth and it seems to be a ritual done yearly as he impregnates a new girl every year. Some of the girls were even there before me. So he basically has been doing so even before he met me.
I wanted to get up and leave because i felt like the stories were fabricated, my husband loves me way too much and he would never betray me like that. So my friend begged me to sit down and gave me the girl's phone to go through pictures.
I saw pictures of my husband with different pregnant girls and he looked so happy in all those pics. Apparently the other girls sent the girl those pictures, all they have left are pictures and none of them had the babies anymore and what's more hurtful to them is that they all gave birth but have never seen nor held the babies.
Apparently when they are due to giving birth he takes them to our house and tell them that we are divorcing so thats their new home. He convinces them to have a home birth and they all agree.
All the dates mentioned in the 5 years are the dates my husband sent me away on vacations. He had other women living in my house and giving birth there. As soon as the women gives birth he shows them clones of their babies and claim they are dead. Then a couple of days later breaks up with the mother's claiming he needs to heal on his own from the loss and thats basically how all the relationships end.
I went home shocked for days and i was becoming very scared of my gentle giant (husband). I decided to go consult a sangoma and find out if there is any truths in the story. The minute i walked in the indumba the lady started crying saying i live in a yard full of restless souls. She said she sees many children in my yard roaming around because they were buried alive in the yard.
To this day i have never confronted my husband but i have however met with the women and they all have the same experience with my husband. I've asked them to press charges but they are all terrified to do so. The babies they buried are clones and their baby daddy buried the real babies alive in his yard.
According to my SANGOMA my husband uthwele with his babies and every year he needs one. Last year i refused to go on a vacation and he hasn't been himself since. He gets anxiety attacks, sometimes he chokes on his own saliva and he even urinates on himself most times. I've been asking him if he wants to confess about something but he keeps assuring me that it is a hereditary thing and that it shall pass.
This year he has been begging me to stop with contraceptives but i refused and he got agitated. Am i putting my life in danger? I'm sorry about the short cut i just wanted to get to the point because i could write a bible long about my situation.
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