WATCH A VIDEO OF A WOMAN CRYING HYSTERICALY AFTER SACRIFICING HER ENTIRE FAMILY FOR WEALTH.
A lot goes on into emptiness and poverty. I made the worst mistake of my life and now I can fully understand why my entire family hates me. I even got banned from my community after confessing.
I am not okay Admin and I doubt I'll ever be okay unless I just end my life. I've tried ending my life so many times but the restless spirits of my parents and husband keeps saving me from the face of death.
They do not save me because they love or have forgiven me. They do it so that I suffer until the very end. My village has banned me from the community. I am not allowed to leave my parents house. Even when I need food I can't go anywhere to buy food.
I survive through rotten food offered by the evil darkness that controls me. I have worms in my stomach and those worms are feeding off me. But the dark spirits are not done using me hence they keep me alive.
I was a very naive and stubborn person who didn't listen to anyone. I was always right in my eyes and no one could tell me otherwise. That behaviour didn't get me anywhere because I ended up doing the unthinkable.
I dated a foreign man for a while and he convinced me that he could get me out of poverty. He took me to a sangoma to do a wealth ritual, biggest mistake of my life.
He was actually making me an my entire family the sacrifice. Yes,I was married but cheated on my husband with this foreign man. My husband was broke and poor man so I did not value him as a man in my life. I cheated on him a lot plus he was an older man.
The Nigerian man I dated took me to his sangoma under false pretense that he was going to make me very very rich. Little did I know that I was only a sacrifice to make him wealthier. The ritual was performed on me while naked and I felt some weird things crawling under my skin but I couldn't see them.
I was later given a toy coffin, very small. To take home,I was told to write my parents name and my husband's name using my period blood when the time comes. Sure thing my periods came and I did as instructed. I wrote their names on a white paper using the blood from my monthly dues and I put the names inside the coffin.
Closed it and buried it. Little did I know that by doing so I was burying their souls forever. Soon their bodies followed the souls and we burried them. My parents and husband hung themselves and died 3 months apart from each other.
I was still broke and now lonely and empty. I started having bad dreams about them telling me that I'm evil and no good will ever come my way. It was then that I realised that I am the reason they took their own lives.
When the body is empty with no soul then the body eventually dies. When I called my Nigerian boyfriend he has blocked me everywhere and unreachable to me. I used my neighbour's phone and he told me that he has paid me so I must stop harassing me.
He only gave me R50 000 for my family's funerals and I thought he was just being a supportive boyfriend. He also added that as soon as the worms living inside my stomach are done eating my womb then I will follow my family and he will not be bothered by a makgosha anymore.
It was then that it hit me that I have been used and there's no going back. My neighbour overheard our conversation and that's how the whole village found out and confronted me and I admitted and confessed.
I was then banned from existing in the village. I now live alone and miserable with a very funny smell coming from my private part. Sometimes I see the worms crawling out from my private part and there's nothing I can do about it.
Side note: Mamazala has filtered anonymous's face for her dignity and safety.
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