I am a crech teacher and a few months ago while I was sleeping I was bitten by something on my kneck, but it was dark I never got to see what it was.
The next day when I woke up I had a swallon kneck but not too much and it was a bit painful but I ignored it since it wasn't extreme. From that day on when a child at my place of work gets hurt their bl**d smell so nice and I have this huge urge of sucking it out but if there's an adult around I don't and if not I do it until I am brought back to my senses when the child cries out of hurt.
Other teachers haven't noticed this and I'm scared to seek help from them. When I see the kids playing during break time I'm always hoping that they get hurt.
What could be happening to me, please help me. I used to be scared of bl**d but now when I see kids all I can smell is bl**D.
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