A very beautiful girl with nice make up and the most beautiful outfit rocked up, the girl looked like a girl from a magazine cover. She could see that I'm not fine and lost. I was looking for a spot that looked safe enough for me to sleep. I was really scared.
She walked towards me and started chit-chating. That girl had the most beautiful smile on her face and she was very happy and bubbly. You could see that she was genuinely happy and I wished I was her because I couldn't even remember the last time I was that happy.
We started having a flowy conversation and she asked me if I was done registering, that girl must have asked me twenty questions in just 5 minutes many of which I didn't get the chance to reply to. Well, I didn't mind because my voice was shaky from the tears I was trying to hold back. She on the other hand had a very Beautiful deep voice, a radio voice, the kind of voice that command respect humbly so.
I then told her that I couldn't register because I didn't have enough money for registration, she giggled and said "guuurl with your body and face I would have been a millionaire by now". I got very interested in the "how" of her compliment, I giggled and said "well here I am with the face and body and I'm still very much broke".
We burst out in laughter but deep down I wanted to know more but I couldn't ask further because I didn't want to appear like a lose girl, that time I was still a virgin. She then stood up from the brick she sat on to have a conversation with me. She said anyway girl let me drop you off where you stay since it's getting late and a bo nyaopes will soon be taking over.
I felt my heart jump to the throat and back to its position in a matter of seconds. I was like no I'm cool thanks, I'm waiting for my uncle to fetch me. She said oh okay be good now, I'm now gonna love and leave you. I watched her walk away with tears filling my eyes. I looked behind me and saw a bunch of dodgy looking guys and I knew that should it get dark I would be in trouble.
I quickly got up, grabbed my bag and ran after the beautiful girl(let's call her miss Brenda). I yelled for her to wait for me and she stopped and we walked to her car. Funny enough she was now quite and didn't even ask me any questions.
I burst into tears as soon as I sat in her car and she asked me what was happening with a concerned voice, I knew I needed to tell her the truth because I needed help.So I told her that I had nowhere to go and she said, no worries babe you can crash at my place tonight and I will give you registration money tomorrow just please don't cry, you gonna make me cry and I am gonna mess up my expensive make up. We both burst out in laughter and we drove off.
She said i could stay at her place for aslong as I needed,i was relieved. She was actualy a 3rd year student, we got to her place a very beautiful apartment, she must be very rich, I thought to myself . She ran me a bath and made me food and we watched TV until I fell asleep on the couch. I woke up in the morning and I was covered with a very fancy looking blanket.
As I was looking around she came holding a bowel of cereal on one hand and on the other there was a cup of tea. Brenda was beautiful guys, even in the morning. With a loud voice she said rise and shine beautiful we have school to take you to.
I ate, bathed and we left. On the way to school in the car, she asked me who was going to pay for my school fees since I'm struggling to pay for my registration which amounts to nothing when it comes to school fees. I breathed out heavily as I replied "I'll get a part time job on weekends,I'll do anything and if you need a house help I highly recommend myself". She giggled and said I don't do child Labour.
I then said "well let's use my looks to get that million as you mentioned yesterday" she smiled and shouted let's secure the bag Mogirl and we both laughed out loud. I realised that I laughed a lot when I was with Brenda and I loved it.
We got to TUT and she used her 3rd year powers to avoid the ques and within an hour I was registered as a university student. This was a very exciting day for me. She said we would be going to celebrate and not heading home just for me to go fall asleep on the couch like an old lady.
We passed by her place and she made me wear her clothes and did my make up. I am a lover of nice things so I looked really beautiful, I couldn't believe that the reflection on the mirror was actually mine. Before we left the apartment I asked her to borrow me her phone so I could call my parents and let them know that I was fine. I hadn't spoken to them since I got to Pretoria.
I called them and I lied, I told them that I was living at res and the bursary had covered everything. My parents were over the moon, they knew nothing about how things worked so they believed me. Soon as I hung up Brenda said "they deserve the lies for forcing a life you don't want on you for their own survival". We left and went to celebrate my registration success at a very nice place. I had never been to such a fancy restaurant I didn't even know what to order so she ordered for me.
Brenda wasn't a judgemental nor proud person she wouldn't make you feel small in anyway. She then said hey I invited a friend of mine he will soon join us and the bill is on him so order the whole restaurant Mogirl, my friend can afford. As always we burst out into laughter as she snapped her fingers with her hand in the air.
I had never drank alcohol before and she kept teasing me about that. I continued with my juice and as we were giggling and having the time of our lives, I was very excited. She stood up and I heard her saying hey you are here. I turned around to see who she was so excited to see and I saw someone I've seen on TV. What? No, now we chilling with celebrities? I was nervous now. All I wanted was to ask for a picture of this man so I could show it to my villagers back home.
I am about to sit on the same table with A WHOLE CELEBRITY...
Before I could ask for a picture which I was about to, I mean I was ready to scream. Brenda whispered to my ear with a grind, moghel he is not who you think it is, they just look alike. What? I was confused now. She said act normal please honey don't embarrass us. This is your ticket to that million.
I decided not to wake Brenda and just leave her a note on the side of the bed incase I might get killed and kidnapped. I had to because I hardly knew the guy. Well he didn't do anything to me he told me that he couldn't get me off his mind so he just drove by to give me ice cream money for the next day.
We had a a nice flowy conversation,nothing was forced then he left. The ice cream money was R1000 guys yoh. I started seeing more and more of him and falling for him until we became official and I moved in with him. Schools were now open and my fees were all taken care of. I didn't need res anymore because I had moved in a mansion as the madam of the house.
I regularly sent money home and they were happy and comfortable. Brenda and I were still close but I noticed that I wasn't the only girl she had hooked to this fast life. So kahle kahle she goes to varsity and targets vulnerable first years. I later found out that she got paid to do this but I wasn't angry at her because she led me to the love of my life.
The year passed by so quickly and I must have visited my family twice in the 12 months making excuses about school being hectic and having no holidays and they believed me.
Sugar was now my main priority, I passed my first year but I was abondoning my second year because I was living the life I wanted to go to school to pursue. He convinced me to fall pregnant and promised to marry me soon as I give birth.
We lost the first pregnancy at 3 months and he insisted that I shouldn't go to the Doctor or hospital since the pregnancy wasn't recorded yet. He gave me a small container where he asked me to bleed in it instead of wearing any sanitay cloth. He lied and said we were going to bury the container as if it's a coffin that way we would be giving our baby the send off the baby deserves.
By now he had isolated me with everyone, I lived by him and for him. But he wasn't abusive in anyway. He treated me like a queen, we even went to home affairs to register our marriage. All hell broke lose when my dad found out I got married without his blessings he wrote me off completely.
I fell pregnant atleast twice in a year and he always made me do the container thing each time. We would bury the container in our yard but the next day it would look like someone had dug it out and just close it up again. But a woman in love is a blind woman I ignored it.
The fourth time I fell pregnant I secretly attended antenatal care because he wouldn't let me. He was shocked when my pregnancy reached the 5th month and I came clean with him. He was furious that I had gone to the Doctor and I was confused as to why it was such a big deal. He walked out banging every door he walked through as he left the house.
He slept out that day but apologized. His excuse was that a lot of people are after his life because of jealousy so should they find out that I am pregnant then they will harm me and the baby. He further added that should I need to see a Doctor I must tell him and his Doctor will come do home visits. A woman inlove I was, I felt loved and protected.
He offered to cook that night as a token of apology. That was weird because his token of apology was fancy dates, weekend getaways and money. I allowed him to cook even though we had a chef so she got a day off that day.
He finished cooking and we ate, bonded and I somehow fell asleep on the couch. I however woke up in bed and I was woken up by a very sharp pain in my abdomen and at the back just below the waist. It was such a crucial pain and he was woken up by my screaming. He woke up ran to the door and within a few seconds his Doctor walked in. I was too in pain to ask questions at that point I just wanted the Doctor to make the pain stop
I woke up hours later and I was weak and tired, he was right beside me. He assured me that I will be fine and I dozed off again. I woke up the next day and he told me that the Doctor is coming to see me to make sure I am fine. He told me we lost the baby. I believed it because I was now wearing a sanitary cloth. I cried so much because I felt like I was letting him down as a woman.
I fell pregnant again a year later and after losing the pregnancy at 6 months I felt I needed to find out from traditional healers what was going on. My husband didn't want me going to traditional healers so I had to do it behind his back.
I went and I was told that my husband uses my babies as a ritual to stay invinsible to the police. He uses the innocent blood to protect him from any kind of arrest or any danger. That's when I remembered why I thought he was a police, I had seen him on the news a long time ago as a notorious thug.
I was married to a man who did the biggest heist and also a notorious drug lord. My babies were used to protect his evil self. Sad part about it is that after the Doctor confirmed that I could no longer fall pregnant he wanted a second wife badly. He forcefully brought her home and that is when I packed my bags and left.
I follow the lady on social media and so far she has had three miscarriages and he has recently engaged another woman. I'm sorry about my long confession but I had to do it for the younger girls as they are the target. Not everything that glitters is Gold.
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